have been thinking a lot recently....
sigh.... sigh..
hope my mind can stop thinking...

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hiahs hiahs hiahs hiahs...

好烦好烦啊。。。
自从开始做工后，生活就好像失去了方向感。。。 不知自己想要什么。。。
就这样一天过一天。。。 在人群中漂浮。。。
每几个礼拜， 又会再一次胡思乱想。。。
可能忙的时候就不会想这么多。。。还是一个借口。。。
但是每几个星期都想。。。 代表什么？
每次下定决心后。。。 很都情况会使我对自己的决定失去信心。。。
是否这个决定是错的。。。
是否应该从新再来。。。

Reasons to take....
- good... knowledge?
- if i want a change to tt area in future

Reasons not to take...
- no time
- no motivation
- no energy
- i may not even venture there in future...

Does the pros outweigh the cons???'
i need to decide myself....
sigh

at gallery now...
hahah.. .after lunch... ><
shd find sth to look forward to... ><
if not is so boring....

hahah...
am at banyan now...
after dinner...
nt in e same room as e rest...
behind at the IT dept....
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nightmare...

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dreamt of e same group of pple for 3 consecutive days...
n its all nightmare...
what does it say???

hhmm... think of them too much?
see them too much?

shits... so kong bu...
3 consecutive days... same group of pple whom i've been seeing for e past 2 weeks... ><
hopefully tonight no more nightmares...